Lady Lavender: Divinity in progress...

Who am I now? That's a good question to ask and thank goodness I know the answer. It took me more than 10 years , 1 child, 2 failed marriages, living on the other side of the planet, hosting some exchange students, loosing the real love of my life, and plenty of drunken margarita nights to figure out that I'm still not 100% happy.

So who am I? - plain and simple - I'm an American Beauty - a victim of multiple personality disorder being one person in my social circle and another behind closed doors in my own home, yet another one when I go home to mother. What I want isn't what I got! Well, I'm tired of it and ready to change it. I want to do it quickly - before I turn 1/2 a century old! ... but how am I going to do that?